Flower Power! And A Wintery Mix...

Like my new hat?? I do. My friend Latonia made it for me. Isn't it amazing??? I would love to say I made it myself but Im not that talented yet. I stress yet.

For those that know me, I have been addicted to flower clips/headbands in my hair. I have a drawer full of them. All sizes and colors. And in Tru GapGirl style... they are BIG!!! So, you can see why I sleep with this hat on every night. Ha! Speaking of BIG, I bought an awesome huge pearl necklace and matching bracelet at Old Navy 90% off. Im assuming they had it left because only I would wear something that loud and proud. (Did I forget to mention the pearls have black lace weaved in and out of them. They are so cool. I would show you a picture of them but Im right in the middle of organizing all of my jewelry. I will do a whole post on it as soon as it is done. (the organizing tip that I got was brilliant!)

My Beth Moore Bible study has hit an all time hi Y'all. Just when I think she cannot out due herself, I am proven... W-R-O-N-G! I can't begin to tell you how awesome the bible is. I don't even think I have the right words to describe how BIG our God is and how HE orchestrated it ALL for our GOOD! How Genesis intertwines with Revelation. How, with it being such a HUGE book, it NEVER ONCE contradicts itself but proves itself over and over again. Scripture PROVES scripture. How true is that!!

We were challenged at the beginning of the study to pray that God shows us small Revelations each week and my how He delivers. Thru life and thru other bloggers like YOU!!! (do you think I am using capitals enough?? I just can't find any other way to express to you my excitement!)

He is also slowly teaching me to DROP THE BALL and stop dragging my chains around and give them to Him. Of course, I find it almost impossible to do and Im sure I have our sweet Lord banging His Holy head up against the wall at my stupidity. Im trying to. Honest but y'all know how stubborn and clueless I am. But He is patient and I know He will help me.

My heart goes out to the many people getting bombarded with snow day after day. My heart is also burdened for all those people struggling financially. I remember our days in expensive NY wondering how we would afford to buy oil. The prices were thru the roof but thats nothing compared to this year. Families are paying over $500+ a month just to heat their homes... not to mention high electric bills and snow disasters.

I thank God every day we moved. We are not rich by any means but choosing food over oil is a distant memory... I so wish it was a distant memory to all my dear loved ones struggling with that same dilemma now.

Not to mention all the other disasters all over the world... Egypt, Florida, Australia ... the list goes on. The kids and I were studying Rome today and just started the chapter on Christianity in Rome and how the rulers saw Christians as threats. They told me they are so happy Christian persecution doesn't happen now and also wondered if it could happen again. I quickly told them that living in America... we are often sheltered and too caught up in our selfish world to realize the truths that are out there... while we sit here complaining that our DVR didn't tape our show... Christians ARE in fact being persecuted and tortured for Jesus's name!!! We had a nice talk and then began researching all the ways the 12 disciples died...

Our lessons sometimes take us ALL OVER but I am able to teach my children the truths they would never know otherwise.

So tonight as we snuggle in our warm beds and kiss our babies... send up a prayer to all those thousands of others who would just die to walk in our shoes...

Xoxo

P.s. I started making my Ch-Ch-Ch- Changes already.... do you see???

Ch-Ch-Ch Changes...

Oh my word, nothing tears my nerves up more than other people touching my precious blog. My sweet hubby doesn't even mess with it. Its not that Im controlling because clearly im not but my blog is so personal and I think that He is a bit afraid of deleting the whole thing. If that should happen then I think I would become controlling... just a bit.

Anywho, tonight as you all know is our traditional Saturday night WING night. A night that my couz comes over for hot wings and good chatter. Tonight the hot topic is GUNS! One was recently purchased by one of them and they are as giddy as two school girls. But prior to that, a few adjustments were made to my blog...

Oh but thats not all. Be prepared... Be very prepared. BIG changes are coming soon. Im not sure how soon though and I can't reveal too much because its a surprise... But its been talked about and will be in the works. Just be patient my dear friends. I do have 6 kids and homeschool...

My awesome Couz is co-owner of SILVERTREND DESIGNS and is 1 of the best Graphic Designers I know. He also has done a complete website for my Father in Laws business. I would link you to that too but I have no clue where it is HA!

But we have BIG plans.

BIG!

Want a hint??


Ok, you twisted my arm.... I'll spill...


Something was said about a signature... a really cute button and a name change. Yes, you heard right... A name change... And I think he also mentioned something about a different URL.. not to mention a new header and picture and... well basically my blog now is just temporary. Its going to be a huge launch.... HUGE!


O.k , I don't think so. I KNOW! But I can't tell you much more than that. I do promise that you will NOT lose me along the way. Many measures will be taken to make sure you still all can find me no matter what cause I love you all and would just be heartbroken if we were parted.

But like I said, its going to take some time. You might even see small changes along the way. You even see some changes now! Good 'ol couz came to the rescue and fixed some minor problems I had over a Diet Coke and wings...

He also gives good advice on professionalism in the cyber world and branding. Just sayin.

Go check him out and throw him some love...

Xoxo GapGirl

Circle Of Life

I have been waiting to do a post about a very special gift given to me by a very dear friend of mine THE CHATTY MOMMY. So, I figured I would write this and include it in her 2nd FRIDAY FOLLOW.

All of my bloggy friends know that The Chatty Mommy is near and dear to my heart. We have known each other for 7-ish years but it seems much longer. I remember being pregnant with Molly and she asking me if I was having a baby shower. I actually had been thrown a HUGE bash of all bashes by my mother -in -law, so I explained to her I had everything I needed. I knew that if I told her I needed baby items, she would have thrown a shower for me... Why is this so unusual??? Because at that point, we had just met.

But thats the kind of person she is. Unselfish. I didn't like her at first. Honest! I was drawn to her for some odd reason but then before long our mouths would open and we would be in a battle of wits. Our usual brunches together almost always ended up with one of us calling the other and apologizing.

But over the years I realized what a true blue friend she is. I don't have many friend. Im very social at times and will talk to just about anyone I see but my inner circle is very small. Im very guarded and most people just don't get me (at least in the south! Ha!) But TCM and I talk all the time. As if we still lived a few blocks away and as if I just saw her in nursery last wednesday night.

While I was on my Babymoon with Penelope a small package came in the mail. I opened it and inside held the most dainty little silk bag. Once I opened it up and pulled out its contents, I held back the tears... I didn't even need to read the note, I just knew who it was from.

I immediately wanted to call her and yell at her for spending ANY money on me.... But could not stop looking at this most precious gift she had given me....

A necklace that held all the names of my beloveds... in a perfect circle.

Before I knew them, I loved them.

And with that love, there is no end...

I wear it all the time and hardly take it off. Whenever my hand grazes it or my sweet baby holds the chain in her fist, I am reminded of the most precious friend I left behind....

Im not sure she knows how much this necklace means to me... or how much she means to me. But I think about it every day when I look in the mirror.... or graze my hand across my neck.

So thank you Chatty Mommy, for calling me all the time because I have no long distance, for talking me off the ledge about a zillion times, for reminding me that I need to pray more, for showing me a great example of a christian wife, for not forgetting about me since I am 800 miles away....

And for moving down here right next to me cause I know we can't be apart anymore... (ok I added that part in but its my blog right??)

So Tonight

So tonight was church but you already knew that right?? It was day 2 of my brandy-new Beth Moore bible study. I love Beth.. I really do. To me, she is a dear "friend" who for once a week, fills my head with all kinds of bible knowledge. I know women who don't like her. I mean, she tends to have a personality that makes coffee nervous but thats so my speed.

We left our house early and left 2 kids behind with daddy but of course, we ended up late. Time is my enemy and I often have moments when I think I won't be truly happy until I destroy all sense of time. Does anyone else feel that way?? Please say its not only me... please...

Dinner was left on the table just as we left it and the poor girl at CVS might not have gotten the biggest smile at the checkout when I realized my favorite color of lipstick was not sale. I had already rung up over $50 worth of make-up... (my almost once a year stock up so don't judge) whats $5 more???

I NEVER get cash back when using my debit card. Its just not practical in my eyes but I needed some cash to pay for my girls upcoming trip to Fine Arts but of course the limit of CVS's cash advance was $5 less than what I needed... THUS resulting in yet another stop...

Which leads me running thru the church parking lot and breathlessly falling thru the doors of my ladies bible study. They all smile and Say my name... a warm welcome.

My brain immediately goes haywire...

"How bad do I look?"

"Do I look like I skidded into the church on 2 wheels and basically kicked my kids out of the moving van?"

"How frizzed is my hair..."

" Do they realize what it took for me to get here?????? DO THEY???"

Sitting down in the back row (since all the good seats were already taken) I knew what kind of night it would be.

There goes this weeks lesson. I know the signs... pure unadulterated ADHD about to go full force. Im to hyped up to settle down to listen.

My cell phone goes off. Most people know I have church wednesday nights and refrain from texting me. It turns out its hubby... I miss him...

As Beth Moore begins her dramatic beginning I remember I didn't lock the van. I always lock the van. Now Im going to have to inspect it before I let the kids in because im paranoid like that. (Im from NY remember?? and I was raised by a cop... a recipe for paranoia)
I remember why I didn't lock it... We were bringing home an extra kid for a sleepover. They will be dropping off her stuff sometime during youth.

I did listen some and took as many notes as I could. Perhaps sometime during the week, I can review my notes and try and remember what tonight was about.

The lady next to me kept getting texts... and the lady in front of me played with her iphone a bit...

Then I had to pee. I fought it for about 5 minutes but for all of you that have had many kids know... you either go to the bathroom or... go to the bathroom... the only choice you have is where! Get my drift? So I get up and go.

I could hear the music vibrating off the walls which means youth is out... im wondering where my kids are?

Before long my usual herding children began. With only 4 in tow this week, it was a breeze.

Off to Target we went for some basic essentials like milk, cute dresses for the girlies and leggings.. you know... necessities.

So 11 pm and here I sit. Exhausted. But happy I conquered another wednesday night. I lived to tell the tale.

Im not really sure what this post is about actually? I think the bases is... I need sleep.

Did I mention I forgot to grab my cup of coffee to guzzle in the van on my way to church? Yeah... that was fun.

So, tonight was church.

What was your night like?

Update...

OOHH what a crazy 4 days it has been...

It has been 4 days since I blogged last right??

I can't remember... Anyway. My bananas party was a hit! It was a hot pink zebra hit. Lots of girl drama of course and some good pizza and wings to end the night. I retreated to my room at a decent hour and let them stay up as late as they wanted... with some small restrictions....

-Upstairs by midnight

-Don't make a mess/any fires in the kitchen

-If you wake your siblings, you take care of them and they join the party

-If you wake me, well then it just won't be pretty.

- Don't even think about leaving the house... not even to step a little pinky toe outside. Daddys motto is shoot and ask questions later so if he thinks your late night antics is an intruder then don't come crying to me...

With the basic understandings in place, the evening was fine. The girls that came to spend the night live right across the street (next to each other) and are very good, respectful girls.

Banana also received some birthday cash which has already been dropped at Target... several times.

Im still painting my foyer and upstairs bedrooms. (YAWN) I know!!! I can sure drag something out can I? But with all I have to do, I am only able to do bits and pieces at a time. Im fine with that. Thank God my understanding hubby has been fine with that too. After 15 years I think he is finally getting used to the fact that somewhere, someplace in my home is always getting painted or reworked. PHEW... That was a long 15 years. Ha!

He did insist that we hire someone to pain our master bathroom and our powder room... with an offer like that, how can I resist??? I already have the colors picked out and my new shower curtain is waiting at Target for me to bring her home. I might have to order my zebra print bathroom rug online. Shhh, hubby is not totally sold on that right now. Im trying to convince him that yes!!! Zebra print is manly and masculine. You know, jungle man, Tarzan and all that. Do you think he will buy it??

My Miss P. has been growing. I spent a good part of the afternoon sorting thru all of her clothes and putting away all her 0-3. =(.. I can't believe she is already big enough to go to the next step.

Today I heard her chattering away in her crib after her nap. She had quite the conversation with her green blanket. I just stood back and listened. I didn't want to interrupt. She also realized she has FEET!!! She grabs them every time she remembers that they are there. Its so funny. Even though I have been thru this 5 times before... everything with her feels so new.

I know how fast they grow and im trying to soak in every second. But it just seems I can't. Because it never seems enough. I just love her so much.

Speaking of Miss P. She beckons... can you hear her??? Im quite sure you can ;)

Xoxo

GapGirl

The Birthday Girl

Ok, So I don't usually link up and follow but I just love THE CHATTY MOMMY so much I just had to ;)

Today is my Hannah's 12th birthday!!! I can't believe how big she is. What a wonderful lovely young lady she is becoming.

Her favorite color is pink

She loves to cook

She is a natural nurturer

She adores her siblings

She too loves her little red house

She has a sense of style like her Momma =) (actually better)

She beat up a boy once. =)

She is an expert sharp shooter... with the bb gun. But Im sure once we upgrade her to a real one she will excel

She is one tough cookie underneath that sweet smile...

She makes me proud every single day of my life

Now pray for me!!! Im having tweens/Teens sleep over tonight with lots of pizza and wings....

OY

Xoxo

GapGirl

You Know, The People You Never Think About...

Lately I can't stop thinking about the people that most of you never think about. I can't help it.

My past has been haunting me like no end... in a good way... in a nostalgic sort of way. A sad..." I can't believe that part of our life is over" sort of way.

Did you know I was a military bride?

Did you know I married a new soldier?

I never had a honeymoon.

1 day after our wedding Hubby had to report to the local recruiting station for volunteer work.

8 days after our wedding our 1987 white Volvo 240 was packed to the gills with our life possessions and we left home.

800 miles away.

Our first road trip. But we didn't care. We were together. After months of being pulled apart. I was now His and I went wherever he would go. I would have followed him to the ends of the earth and back if only it meant we didn't have to be apart anymore.

Military life is a very different life. A life no one else understands. That's why the bonds between spouses and friends are so strong.

We lived in a hotel for 6 days and waited for base housing. We were oh so young. 19 and barely 20. To our surprise 90% of enlisted men and their spouses were that age as well. Did you know that? The men and women protecting your country are THAT young. We were all far from home. We were married young. Most had similar stories like ours.

Boyfriend joins the Military. Miss each other like crazy and before long, the justice of the peace marries another couple. They are whisked away to military-land. Children in love thrown into a world full of hard adult problems.

We lived in an empty home. No money and no furniture but we didn't care. Looking back now, those were some of our best times. We hung out with other couples, dated (finally) worked and enjoyed each other.

We were lulled to sleep every night by f-16's flying over our head and we all screeched into our driveways as fast as we could and threw ourselves thru the front door of our home before Retreat began playing. If you were outside while it played you had to stop.

So young and so in love. So innocent by what we were surrounded by. I would watch the news in fear. Every phone call was one ring closer to him being called away. It happened often. I would cry for days and say goodbye to the man I loved the most. Never knowing where he was or when he would return until I got the phone call.

During deployment time we would hold each other at night and I would cry. I would hear the jets leave and know that jet was carrying husbands away. I knew the next jet I heard would be hubby's... we just waited for his number to be called.

Us wives stuck together. Eating dinner together, sleeping over each others houses and managing household problems together.

"How do you handle your babies night terrors?" I would ask...

"Oh don't worry, once daddy comes home they go away. You'll get used to them and so do they...." was a common answer.

Husbands drank. alot. A real lot ...to deal with being away from home.

Wives had a hard time adjusting to the husbands being home once they returned.

We saw so much during those years. Such sadness. Such brokenness.

Young couples who could not handle the stress and life of military-la la-land.

Could you blame them? When all the odds are thrown against you... how could anyone make it thru?

All of our friends are divorced now. Many never made it past the first 4 years of enlistment. Some cheated, some ran back home because living this life was too much to handle , some just fell apart. A few passed away...

I thank God hubby and I made it thru. It was such a special time in our life. A very hard life but it created who we are today. Our foundation was built on solid rock. In a world where civilians didn't understand and all we had were each other, we built a trust and a faith that could never be shaken.

So, tonight. I am thinking of all those young women who kissed their husbands goodbye and go to bed alone each night.

I can't help thinking of the worry they face every single day. The tears they cry. And the loneliness they share.

I see them in their base housing rocking their babies to sleep... wishing their husbands could see their sweet childs face.

I have been there. I have walked in those shoes. They left marks that will never go away.

I will pray for them. I will pray for all those brand new military brides who are so happy to finally be with her soldier. Hopefully the innocence she has now will not crumble when reality hits. I pray she is strong for the road that lay ahead of her.

I hope you will remember them as well. Pray for them. They are so young...

Do I wish we were still in??

Some days I do. Its how we started married life. Its how we work, even 11 years later... who we are is based on that.

But I don't want to ever say goodbye and feel like that again.

Tonight I will hold my hubby tight. I will hold him for all those thousands of women who can't...

SHHHHH!!!

Im SOOOO excited. I have so many fun things going on right now that I just can't share!!!

I want to tell you so bad but big Daddy says NO!

He sometimes worries about our life being so..out there...

Ya know?

But Im praying that THE CHATTY MOMMY will join in on the fun...

Along with SWEET AND SPICY MOM

and BENZO WIFE.

(she doesn't have a blog cause she ain't cool like that =p)

My friend Michelle already said YES! Cause she is cool like that...

And good 'ol Sissy-Cindy Lu who from who-ville might also jump on the bandwagon...

Are you just dying of curiosity??

Are you??

Im going to ask MAMA OF 9 if she wants to join in the fun as well (watch your email)

Along with JESSE from Sparkle City, sc

Oh how I can't wait.

Its going to be so much fun.

Book your flights now girls...

You know who you are...

And Chatty mommy....

my offer still stands...

IF

you get a phone that texts!!!

Muah

Xoxo

Exactly

At exactly this moment I have a child jumping off the couch onto my decorative couch pillows

At exactly this moment a little princess is singing a sweet song to me... she refuses to wear her pants but for those who visit often, know this is normal.

At exactly this moment the house smells like brownies. They should be ready...

At exactly this moment we heard a strange beeping noise from the kitchen. After 3+ years of living here, we finally heard the microwave timer. (I didn't even know we had one)

At exactly this moment my 2 oldest girls are getting addicted to the Xbox.

At exactly this moment hubby is helping them improve their score.

At exactly this moment, my little boy is rolling around on the floor.

At exactly this moment, I am sitting on the living room floor blogging.

and this is exactly what happens every time I try to blog...

What Do You Do???

What do you do when you spend a valuable Monday night in an old firehouse at an HOA meeting??? Come home and eat wings of course...

And that is exactly what we did. Hubby, Cuz and I all attended the yearly HOA meeting where we were subjected to the highest level of stupidity known to mankind. For all of you who have ever attended a neighborhood meeting, you know exactly what I mean.

But 'nugh said about that.

Lets talk about the wings!

We needed to decompress, chilax and watch some tv together. Did I mention we all live in the same sub? With my Aunt and Uncle 5 houses down...

but you knew that already.

We joke about that when the revolution happens, we got each others back. HA!

Today sweet hubby and I picked a vacation destination. WHOO HOOOO.

We are super stoked and can't wait to pack our bags and our kids and hit wide open road. We are headed to the shores....

And thats all im sayin.

But you know im going to tell you all about it when we get back. But don't be upset... its not for a while.

But I gotta go. Sweet hubby and couz are eating all my wings. Its the one time im outnumbered and this girls gotta fight for her food.

Ha!

Xoxo
GapGirl